I've been thinking about time.
time (n.) the indefinite continued progress of existence and events in the past, present, and future, regarded as a whole (definition from
OED).
When I looked up time in my
Barnhart's, I read "originally, a drum, probably through Medieval greek *
timbanon, from Greek
tympanon kettledrum." That made perfect sense to me. Time marches on! Then I realized I was reading the etymological roots of 'timbre' not 'time.' The word 'time' is a long lost descendent of the Old English word for 'tide.'
I get that, too, but the drum seems a closer likeness these days.
The ancient Greeks, those philosophical fellows, had two words for time. One was
kronos which referred to the kind of time we keep, quantifiable time, the seconds and minutes and hours, the 'indefinite continued progress,' the drumbeat, drumbeat, drumbeat. The other was
kairos, which referred to a quality of time during which a particular thing was appointed or "right." So when we say something like, "It's time for a change," we are speaking of
kairos. (Gak, now I'm going to have
Little River Band going through my head all day. Nothing against the Little River Band, or anything).
At any rate, the reason I've been thinking about time is that my excellent friend, The Poet A.O.D., sent me the most interesting information about writing time and its relationship to productivity. The information comes from a study on academic writers, and found that "writers fare best when they begin before feeling fully ready." It also found that writers who wrote daily were far more productive than those who waited for large chunks of time to write (average of 64 pages/year vs. 17 pages/year). Those who wrote daily
and had a buddy to check in with once a week were more productive yet (average of 157 pages/year).
Here's a link to more information on this study.
Those writers who waited for big chunks of time to write were writing in
kairos time. Waiting for the appointed time. Waiting until the time was right. Those who wrote every day / wrote ever day and checked in with someone were writing in
kronos time. They were not waiting for the right time; they just grabbed the seconds, minutes, hours that were floating by and put that
kronos to use.
I am guilty! Guilty as charged! for waiting for
kairos to write. My preference is to have several lovely, empty hours lying down in front of me, just waiting to be filled with words and poetry. I wait for
kairos to write here on this blog, too. I've begun a hundred posts in my head, but I've been waiting for the right time to sit down and write them up. Meanwhile, me no bloggy.
In the spirit of making friends with
kronos, I wrote a draft yesterday morning in about two minutes. No reading beforehand, no spinning through wordbanks or random number generation, no set constraints. It's a draft I'll keep and work on. I think it can grow up into a poem. I have no plans to abandon my usual process when I
do have
kairos time for writing. And the
rack 'em and stack 'em approach to setting time aside for writing vs. family responsibilities helps me feel more relaxed about both parts of my life. But I'm also going to try to be freer inside of
kronos time, to put the pen to paper each day if only for five minutes, to let whatever flows be something or nothing, to write.right.now a little more often.
And as often happens for me, the things I learn in my writing life bleed over into my everyday mom/wife/person/civilian life. There are many things I put off while waiting around for
kairos. As if
kairos will get off the 51 bus at 9:37 and announce himself. Meanwhile, his underachiever little brother
kronos is right there waiting for me. This reminds me of something my uber-wise mother has said many times: "You have all the time there is."
Dear
kronos, too often I've seen you as a nag, a bother, a drumbeat. I shall endeavor to see you more as an ally, a dance, a partner-in-crime. Let's hold hands and get some stuff done! If
kairos wants to come along, so be it. But, meanwhile, what are we waiting for?
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